My friend had a baby girl last night. While I'm happy for her I can't stop thinking about our quest for a little one. My friend is straight and married but because of several factors, she had to go the IUI route. She got pregnant in 4 tries. She was 6 weeks along when we did our first try. It was good to have someone to talk to about this experience and she has always been very supportive. She would always talk about when it would be our turn. We both kind of figured that I would be pregnant by now but that's not how it worked out. She even gave me some baby stuff for our baby, but I gave it to my sister who is pregnant. I don't even want that stuff in the house. It doesn't seem right to have stuff for a maybe baby. My sister...I've mentioned her a couple of times on here..I'll post another day on that subject. So all over face.book are pictures of my friend's new baby and I don't have the heart to look at them. She wants us to go visit but I don't think we will. The wife has to work and I really don't want to make that journey solo. Does this make me a bad friend? Oh well if it does. I've just started to get really shitty lately about this ttc crap. Speaking of, cross your fingers the birth control got rid of my cyst so we can move forward with this cycle.