CD12

So I've tested since last Monday which was CD9, and still no smiley face to say I'm ovulating. Today is CD12, so I hope I get that smiley face tonight. It's weird because now all of a sudden I have this fear that I won't ovulate. I'm beginning to see how crazy this TTC train is! We're not even doing our first IUI this month, this is just supposed to be our "practice" month. If we get the smiley face, then that is our green light to do our first attempt in May. Here's to hoping I see that smiley face tonight! According to my tracker, I should ovulate Friday, which means I should surge today right?? I guess we'll find out....